Today is a sad day. I have decided that I am through being used. I know she has a different story to tell and frankly I really don't care what she has to say at this point.
For the past few months, I have been trying to get our lives together, yet all she wants to do is pamper her daughter and son. I'm sorry, but that is not my job. It's hers and their father, especially at their ages, but when she is only working 24 hours a week and bringing home $130.00 a week, it shouldn't be happening. Take responsibility and tell your kids NO. They are 21 and 15. I can guarantee you, that it will NOT kill them to go without something.
As for the relationship, well I do not see it going any further since you don't want to press the divorce because he don't have any money and it will put a damper on your daughters status quo.
All the plans you made for the future never once included in you getting a decent job, you want to be just someone who stays at home like your mother and sister, but in today's world, that is not likely to happen unless one of you is rich. Even if my writing was to take off, there would be provisions in place to make sure that the money from it is secured.
I know eventually you will come here to see what I have written. You have called me about 40 times in the past 4 hours along with others from your family, including a text from your daughter calling me names. I seriously doubt that there is anything you can say or do that will make me change my mind and more than likely, the more you call, the less I will be inclined to call and talk with you in person.
I'm sorry about the way I had to do this, but I honestly do not need the "drama" of you and your family right now. I have to take care of myself, both physically and mentally and you waving candy at me from every direction is not a way to be looking out for my best interest.
I wish you the best out of life.
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