They surprised us at school and went on and gave us a five day weekend. They are just making us go a couple of days longer to make up for it. I sure needed the break in classes.
I was hoping to be able to get my NaNo caught up, but it looks like I'm very far behind on my word count with everything that's been going on. I will still work on it, but I know I will not hit the mark this year.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
The weekend is almost over.
It had been a very long week with all the things I was doing to get my endorsements for my CDL, but it was worth it.
I am just sitting back and relaxing today. I went and watched the Harry Potter movie yesterday and ate some Chinese food to reward myself for passing all my tests. Today I have to worry about the homework we were given on Friday, but first I'm going to catch up on some of my shows and do some writing.
As for being single again, I need to get used to that again, but she of course is making it even more difficult when she keeps texting me on "how sorry" she is and all the "I love you" messages. She needs to move on and just realize that its over. She took care of the things I was giving time about, but she went on and did them and even packed up anything that would remind her of me and gave to my sister, yet she is still sending me the texts wanting to "talk" about it. It's over and we both need to just move on. I know I am and that this is the last time I will mention it in my blog or anything else, and before I get another email, no I will not remove anything from my blog. That is one of the reasons I started re-thinking the relationship when she would log on my facebook and delete comments that she didn't want the drama from.
As a writer, you just don't do something like that. When we write something, its from our hearts and souls and to have someone delete it is not only wrong, but against our morals. Sorta like burning books. You just don't do it.
Anyway, I'm going to enjoy the remainder of my weekend and relax.
I am just sitting back and relaxing today. I went and watched the Harry Potter movie yesterday and ate some Chinese food to reward myself for passing all my tests. Today I have to worry about the homework we were given on Friday, but first I'm going to catch up on some of my shows and do some writing.
As for being single again, I need to get used to that again, but she of course is making it even more difficult when she keeps texting me on "how sorry" she is and all the "I love you" messages. She needs to move on and just realize that its over. She took care of the things I was giving time about, but she went on and did them and even packed up anything that would remind her of me and gave to my sister, yet she is still sending me the texts wanting to "talk" about it. It's over and we both need to just move on. I know I am and that this is the last time I will mention it in my blog or anything else, and before I get another email, no I will not remove anything from my blog. That is one of the reasons I started re-thinking the relationship when she would log on my facebook and delete comments that she didn't want the drama from.
As a writer, you just don't do something like that. When we write something, its from our hearts and souls and to have someone delete it is not only wrong, but against our morals. Sorta like burning books. You just don't do it.
Anyway, I'm going to enjoy the remainder of my weekend and relax.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Single Again...
Today is a sad day. I have decided that I am through being used. I know she has a different story to tell and frankly I really don't care what she has to say at this point.
For the past few months, I have been trying to get our lives together, yet all she wants to do is pamper her daughter and son. I'm sorry, but that is not my job. It's hers and their father, especially at their ages, but when she is only working 24 hours a week and bringing home $130.00 a week, it shouldn't be happening. Take responsibility and tell your kids NO. They are 21 and 15. I can guarantee you, that it will NOT kill them to go without something.
As for the relationship, well I do not see it going any further since you don't want to press the divorce because he don't have any money and it will put a damper on your daughters status quo.
All the plans you made for the future never once included in you getting a decent job, you want to be just someone who stays at home like your mother and sister, but in today's world, that is not likely to happen unless one of you is rich. Even if my writing was to take off, there would be provisions in place to make sure that the money from it is secured.
I know eventually you will come here to see what I have written. You have called me about 40 times in the past 4 hours along with others from your family, including a text from your daughter calling me names. I seriously doubt that there is anything you can say or do that will make me change my mind and more than likely, the more you call, the less I will be inclined to call and talk with you in person.
I'm sorry about the way I had to do this, but I honestly do not need the "drama" of you and your family right now. I have to take care of myself, both physically and mentally and you waving candy at me from every direction is not a way to be looking out for my best interest.
I wish you the best out of life.
For the past few months, I have been trying to get our lives together, yet all she wants to do is pamper her daughter and son. I'm sorry, but that is not my job. It's hers and their father, especially at their ages, but when she is only working 24 hours a week and bringing home $130.00 a week, it shouldn't be happening. Take responsibility and tell your kids NO. They are 21 and 15. I can guarantee you, that it will NOT kill them to go without something.
As for the relationship, well I do not see it going any further since you don't want to press the divorce because he don't have any money and it will put a damper on your daughters status quo.
All the plans you made for the future never once included in you getting a decent job, you want to be just someone who stays at home like your mother and sister, but in today's world, that is not likely to happen unless one of you is rich. Even if my writing was to take off, there would be provisions in place to make sure that the money from it is secured.
I know eventually you will come here to see what I have written. You have called me about 40 times in the past 4 hours along with others from your family, including a text from your daughter calling me names. I seriously doubt that there is anything you can say or do that will make me change my mind and more than likely, the more you call, the less I will be inclined to call and talk with you in person.
I'm sorry about the way I had to do this, but I honestly do not need the "drama" of you and your family right now. I have to take care of myself, both physically and mentally and you waving candy at me from every direction is not a way to be looking out for my best interest.
I wish you the best out of life.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Day 3 of NaNoWriMo...
It's now day 3 of NaNo and I'm keeping up. My word count is 4902 and I'm not finished writing for the day. I just thought I would stop and update a few things.
It's not the story I was planning on, but it works as well. I am running with it. I may be able to convert it to something later on, maybe even a self help book for people who have gone through the same things I have. The memories that have come flooding into my mind since I started this are fantastic. I hope that I can keep it up when I start school next week.
It's not the story I was planning on, but it works as well. I am running with it. I may be able to convert it to something later on, maybe even a self help book for people who have gone through the same things I have. The memories that have come flooding into my mind since I started this are fantastic. I hope that I can keep it up when I start school next week.
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