This a place for me to share my stories with others. I write in a variety of genre, but mainly horror/suspence, with a bit of fantasy mixed in. After reading one of the stories below, please leave a comment and let me know you dropped by. So, pull up a chair, refill that coffee, and dive right in. You never know where a story will take you. Keep checking back, you just never know what you might find...
Stories
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
I will no longer be updating this site...
http://thejohnphughes.wordpress.com
A new friend of mine introduced me to this site and she was right, it's much better than blogger. I was getting tired of trying to login and their servers beind down. Plus, there is an APP for my iPhone to blog with and keep it updated where blogger didn't have an APP.
Hope to see you on my new site.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Friday, December 3, 2010
I passed!!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Thanksgiving Weekend...
I was hoping to be able to get my NaNo caught up, but it looks like I'm very far behind on my word count with everything that's been going on. I will still work on it, but I know I will not hit the mark this year.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
The weekend is almost over.
I am just sitting back and relaxing today. I went and watched the Harry Potter movie yesterday and ate some Chinese food to reward myself for passing all my tests. Today I have to worry about the homework we were given on Friday, but first I'm going to catch up on some of my shows and do some writing.
As for being single again, I need to get used to that again, but she of course is making it even more difficult when she keeps texting me on "how sorry" she is and all the "I love you" messages. She needs to move on and just realize that its over. She took care of the things I was giving time about, but she went on and did them and even packed up anything that would remind her of me and gave to my sister, yet she is still sending me the texts wanting to "talk" about it. It's over and we both need to just move on. I know I am and that this is the last time I will mention it in my blog or anything else, and before I get another email, no I will not remove anything from my blog. That is one of the reasons I started re-thinking the relationship when she would log on my facebook and delete comments that she didn't want the drama from.
As a writer, you just don't do something like that. When we write something, its from our hearts and souls and to have someone delete it is not only wrong, but against our morals. Sorta like burning books. You just don't do it.
Anyway, I'm going to enjoy the remainder of my weekend and relax.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Single Again...
For the past few months, I have been trying to get our lives together, yet all she wants to do is pamper her daughter and son. I'm sorry, but that is not my job. It's hers and their father, especially at their ages, but when she is only working 24 hours a week and bringing home $130.00 a week, it shouldn't be happening. Take responsibility and tell your kids NO. They are 21 and 15. I can guarantee you, that it will NOT kill them to go without something.
As for the relationship, well I do not see it going any further since you don't want to press the divorce because he don't have any money and it will put a damper on your daughters status quo.
All the plans you made for the future never once included in you getting a decent job, you want to be just someone who stays at home like your mother and sister, but in today's world, that is not likely to happen unless one of you is rich. Even if my writing was to take off, there would be provisions in place to make sure that the money from it is secured.
I know eventually you will come here to see what I have written. You have called me about 40 times in the past 4 hours along with others from your family, including a text from your daughter calling me names. I seriously doubt that there is anything you can say or do that will make me change my mind and more than likely, the more you call, the less I will be inclined to call and talk with you in person.
I'm sorry about the way I had to do this, but I honestly do not need the "drama" of you and your family right now. I have to take care of myself, both physically and mentally and you waving candy at me from every direction is not a way to be looking out for my best interest.
I wish you the best out of life.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Day 3 of NaNoWriMo...
It's not the story I was planning on, but it works as well. I am running with it. I may be able to convert it to something later on, maybe even a self help book for people who have gone through the same things I have. The memories that have come flooding into my mind since I started this are fantastic. I hope that I can keep it up when I start school next week.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
NaNoWriMo
There has been a lot of changes over the past few weeks, as you can tell I haven't had much time to blog.
I will still be doing the truck driving thing, but I will be attending a different school. Roadmasters wanted almost $7000.00 for their 3 week course not counting interest on the loan, but they were also unable to secure the loan for me even with a co-signer. I went to unemployment and checked with them about assistance with a grant and they advised me of another school they use called Central Tech up in Drumwright. It's only $2500.00 for a 4 week course and they provide housing for the students. MUCH MUCH CHEAPER and I feel the 4 weeks training is better as well. Needless to say, we went and got a loan ourselves for the $2500.00 and I will go talk with them on Tuesday.
Now, it's going to be a very crazy month of November.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Anyone who wants to check out NaNo, visit www.nanowrimo.com You can check it out there and even keep up on my word count, my user name is: jh12172
Monday, October 18, 2010
I had to take a break from school myself and secure my financing. I should start back up this Wednesday and be back on tract.
Since Trish is not going, we will be keeping the trailer here in Noble, so it's now unpacking time. At least we don't have to worry about a storage unit.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
You really have to keep your nerves and emotions under control when you have that much tonnage under your control. I am looking forward to Monday, we will be starting to learn backing and continue on learning to shift. (I have to get my rhythm down for double clutching.)
Friday, October 8, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
They have changed the school up (effective Oct. 1.) It's no longer 4 days per week for 4 weeks. It's now 5 days per week, for 3 weeks. It's now a more intense training program, but I'm sure we will do just fine now that we know we passed everything.
Well, we have homework to do and then some rest.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
I will be posting the pictures from the zoo trip onto facebook later tonight or tomorrow. I know every one's going to be tired tomorrow. I think we walked over 7 miles today.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
The house is starting to look bare, but its also getting us more motivated and ready for school to start. We both of course have lots of concerns about getting rid of everything and living minimally, but I'm positive that we both will make it.
Tonight is Hell's Kitchen! Two hours of Chef Ramsey!!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
It will be a very busy week because we have people coming for the weekend as well. Have a zoo trip planned for Saturday. Sometime in the mix I have to get Trish updated and teach her how to use a blog.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Going to the school tomorrow to finish our enrollment and then we start a week later. I have a feeling tomorrow will be busy as well. Tonight, just going to chill and relax.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
I know my blogs of been short and have very little info in them right now. Too many things are going on in my life and I would love to talk about it, but am unable to until next weekend. We are not certain people to know until then, so for those who are reading this, have patience and you will find out next Saturday.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
After our errands, it will be back to the grind on getting prepared for the garage sale on Saturday. Still have lots of things to go through and price.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I will also be helping Trish make up her very own blog site this way the family will be able to keep up with what not only I'm doing, but what she will be doing while. It will be fun to keep up with that and see what's on her mind.
Watched Glee last night and it was fantastic. It's going to be a very good season. I'm so glad that HULU.COM has it on there as well so we can watch the entire season while we are away.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
I have lots of plans for the next few weeks and will probably on be blogging on the weekends since I will be very very busy.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
You may not feel like that when the situation arises, but in your heart you must remain positive and a positive outcome will arise from the situation. The glass is ALWAYS half full.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Lot's of emotions just with that number. I'm glad that it was just another day in my life. I didn't even worry about it except finding gray hair in places there shouldn't be any.
But for some, it's a horrible day. When other's go out of their way to make it even worse, well, those people should be hung up to dry. Even though they are family, what they don't realize is you can actually cut them out like a cancer. I have with some of mine and feel better about myself and it has made my life better for it.
It was hard, but sometimes you don't need their negativity in your life.
Monday, September 13, 2010
I feel it's coming along prett well. I'm revamping (no not a vampire novel,) the characters and fleshing them out more and more. Today I'm going to be working on my bad guy.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
New Story...
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Arrived home with Ashley last night around 8:15 PM. Was very tired. Had a few things to do and then crashed and burned. Lots to do today as well.
I never thought I would need to use the Bible as reference material for my novel, but when your dealing with creation, what better reference material is there.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Later today I will be going to pick up Ashley for the weekend. I will also be meeting Jon for the first time. Trish is nervous about us meeting, but I have assured her that there is nothing to worry about. I have nothing against him and he has nothing against me. No reason we can't be friends, like we are on Facebook.
I know I won't get much chance to blog over the weekend with everything going on, we are celebrating Trish's birthday this weekend while everyone is free and she has to work on Tuesday. I sure hope my lasagna turns out since its the first time I've made one from scratch.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I love the rain. Its all gloomy outside and I get some of my best writing done when its like this. Since the mood of my book is gloomy it helps to be in that state of mind when I'm writing. I may have to think about painting the windows dark or something to induce that type of mood all the time. The walls of my office are already a dark color. This is why I like to write at night.
May have to think about moving to Seattle or something where there is constant rain.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I'm already gearing up for this Saturday when the Fall contest starts. If anyone who reads this is interested, you can sign up and give it a try at www.writersweekly.com. I'm sure you will have a blast.
You can read my entry under the tab marked "Awakening."
Monday, September 6, 2010
I knew what two of them contained, River Trips. The others I didn't know and brought back some memories that I had suppressed, both good and bad. It's funny how a single picture can trigger feelings you though you had left behind. I guess its the same way with smells. I know I can still smell my grandmother, even though she's been gone for ten years.
Needless to say, I haven't gotten much done now that I've gotten the pictures. I went on and started painting the bathroom prior to getting a call that they were in, but now I'm just BLAH. I am going to watch a movie or something later, hopefully it will snap me out of this blue mood and let me get on with life and living in the present instead of the past and what could have been's.
I am going to have to reconsider where I start in my book. I think one of the things I have been having trouble with is the opening. It's good, but not fantastic. It makes the rest of the story kinda blah. It really has nothing to do with the rest of this book, but has a few things in the sequels. I will keep it, but rework it a bit to fit more into the middle of the book to tie into the others, but as an opening in the first book of the series, it will have to go to the wayside.
I really think that since I've been writing more and more, that the characters are the ones who are telling me this. They are balking at the choices and chores I'm giving them and rebelling. I have even started dreaming of the book and being meshed into it along with the characters. In my opinion, this is a good situation. It's my subconscious trying to get me more involved with it and move it towards completion.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Took most of the day, but we finally got the leak fixed and the mildew cleaned up to the best we can. Have a fan drying it out currently and I will tackle it some more in the morning.
As for the bathroom, well it's going to look good when it's finished. We took the mirrors off the wall around the tub with minor injuries to myself. I probably could have used a couple of stitches, but I just taped it up and it's fine. Stings a little when I was my hands or use sanitizer, but I can still type and only have a band aid on it now.
All in all, a good day.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Speaking of the 24 Hour contest, I should hear back soon on the last one. They usually announce the winners the weekend prior to the actual contest.
Friday, September 3, 2010
It's going to be a muggy day. Have some errands to run this afternoon or tomorrow depends on the mail.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Just arrived home from doing a bit of shopping. Had to pick up Trish's Sleigh Bed. Those things are very hard to put together. I could have fitted it in my car instead of getting my brother-in-law's truck. Oh well, but it looks nice. I will put the pictures on Facebook later. The one I took with my phone isn't very good. Will get the good camera out later.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Going to be a very busy couple of months with this part. I have set a goal to get this done before November so I can start my next book with NaNoWriMo which of course will be book 2 in the series.
To all my loved ones who read this, don't get upset if I seem to be hibernating in my office. I just have to get this completed. I will try and squeeze some down time in on a regular basis, but you know my mind will probably be twirling around my book so have patience. If you find me passed out at my desk, well, give me a nudge and pump me full of coffee and make me get back to work!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Trish is off today, so we will be doing a lot of our running around and goofing off. She is wanting to get the bathroom started as for painting, but I think we should just take a few days off (especially her since she has split days off and has been doing so much the past few weeks.) As for the painting, time is on our side since it's our place and we are really in no hurry to get things done. Yes, it would be nice to have it all completed, but there is really no reason to push yourself and stress over something that should be fun while doing. We actually had a ball finishing Katie's room and the office together, so we should wait for a nice day to open all the windows and blare some music.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Faxes.
I know most people now use e-mail to receive files and such, but when you are applying for jobs a lot of the process is done via fax as well. When you don't have a land line its a pain in the ass to take your laptop down to either someones house or the papers to the library and have them fax it.
But, I of course have found a way around that without tampering with my iPhone. There is an APP called "filesanywhere" and of course their website is www.filesanywhere.com. It enables you to upload files that you want to share with people (any type) and has a function to allow email or fax both from their website and the iPhone. Pretty nifty. There are paid parts as well, but the basics are free which is all I or anyone really needs. I did a test fax to my sisters office and it came up with a 214 area code and I got a message that it sent successfully, yet it was not a fax machine I sent it to, so that could be a draw back, but hey, it's free and it works.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Starting Monday, I will be tearing up the master bath and repainting it and next weekend it will be the kitchen and living room then we will be done painting.
In the meantime, I have the weekend to get my office together and start in my writing again. It will be strange actually having an office for my writing, but I am like Trish, I feel I will be able to accomplish so much in here on my novel and get it off to Cherry. I've already started a system for notes posted to the wall and such.
Friday, August 27, 2010
So far the office is looking crowded, but once we go through some of the other boxes in the closet we will be able to move more stuff in there, plus the other items in there that will be going on the walls.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Going to be moving all our stuff out of storage this morning and piling it into the living room. We will go through it and see what we are giving my sister for her garage sale and what we are keeping and where we are going to put it.
I have a strange feeling its going to be a very long and exhausting day ahead. Need more COFFEE!!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Last night we also finished painting Katie's room and Trish did the bed and night stand. Today we will be doing the dresser and then moving everything into the room and starting on the office.
Since I have a strange writing schedule and wake up in the middle of the night to write, I think it will be easier to go in there and work so I don't feel like I'm going to wake Trish up in the middle of the night.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
I am going by the unemployment office this morning and getting all of that finished up. Since I worked less than 15 days at Wal-Mart it shouldn't count against anything and if it does, than it does. I will still have access to all the resources in finding another job I can do and in the meantime I will be working on my writing.
Friday, August 20, 2010
I felt time slipping away the past few days. Being tired and redoing my sleep schedule was rough on my writing. I did accomplish some things on my novel, but I feel like the finished product is so far away. I really need to get into my characters heads and write more from their perspective, but the only drawback to that is, when I get into their heads, I sometimes take on their personalities and can act like them in many ways.
Sometimes it feels like I myself have multiple personalities warring inside my head, from all their voices telling me their stories. It's real hard to explain sometimes, but I know that other writers would understand perfectly. Sometimes they scream so much I get a headache...
Monday, August 16, 2010
We will adjust to the hours, it will just take a couple of weeks to get in sync.
Trish redid the bedroom and it looks great. She did it all on her 1 day off and I know that she is tired. Hopefully she will be able to get days off together this next week.
Katie starts school on Friday as well. Hope she can adjust to getting up that early for school.
Friday, August 13, 2010
It sucks that I have to start out at the bottom of the totem pole again, but it's also nice not having to worry about all the other things at work. Right now I can go in and do my job and just go home. It's nice and I don't worry about work while I'm off.
We will not be moving after all. We crunched some numbers and yes, we could afford it, but it would be tight. Josh has decided to move back to Arkansas and we don't' want to have to struggle with anything. Where we are at now we know we can afford it, and yes it's only 200.00 more than what we are paying here currently, it will be tight with me changing jobs and everything. Just don't want to chance it. Like Trish said, "After we are in our jobs for a bit and if its open again we can go to the bank and get a loan and have cheaper payments." That is so true, because I don't know his interest rates, but the monthly payment there will be $797.00 per month and I know people who's paying that on a $150,000.00 home, not a trailer and 1 parcel of land.
Life is good though, we don't want to overextend ourselves. Trish is going to start painting this place in the next few days since we don't have to worry about coming up with another down payment and I'm getting checks from both places.
Monday, August 9, 2010
As for my writing, my novel is coming along just fine. I am using my Write or Die program and it's really keeping me motivated. In the past couple of day's I have not only reworked 4 chapters, but have written 3 complete new ones that tie several other chapters together. It also helps to have printed off pictures of people that I feel resemble my characters. It helps to be able to visualize them actually doing what I'm writing.
We are joining a gym today as well. With our hours being such a diversity, we are going to join one that has 24 hour access. They also have tanning, which I am thinking about doing some since I will be working nights and wont' be seeing the sun for awhile.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Last night I wrote three chapters. I have found a way to keep myself motivated. I have printed off pictures of different actors and actresses and have placed my book characters on them. Now when I'm writing, I can visualize them doing what I'm writing.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
It's closer to home that what I was working, so I will be saving close to $200.00 per payday just by working there. The 10% off merchandise they give their employee's in itself will save us hundreds a month as much as we spend there, and that's not even talking about their benefits and stock options.
I will be able to move upwards in the company as well. I'm very happy about it. Just have to wait for them to get my background check back and my drug testing, which I know both are good.
As for my writing. Couldn't be better. I started using the Write or Die desktop edition again and forgot how well it kept me motivated during NaNoWriMo, so I'm using it all the time now. On average been doing close to 2000 words in an hour, just more spell check and such stuff.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
It took 2 1/2 hrs to clean the master bathroom and I'm still not done with it. Trish is doing the kitchen and that's even worse. There is even grime and grease on the walls EVERYWHERE.
Today will be day 2. I know it won't be as bad as yesterday since we did get all the trash and such out of there. Basically, today will be wipe everything down and go over what we did yesterday again.
Friday, July 30, 2010
We are very excited, especially since it will be in both mine and Trish's names. It will be the beginning of the rest of our lives. It's also in a decent location and I can see us there for a very long time as well. We will be buying the land along with the trailer.
Of course, as with any place, there will be ups and downs, but we will get through them all. I am very excited about it.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Ashley is back in Arkansas already. Trish took her there last night after she got off of work. Too many issues put here and quite frankly not my story to share.
Needless to say, I just hope for the best with her no matter where she lives. Being a teen is hard enough without all the pressures put on them by their "so called friends." I have read on some of her friends sites and 90% of them think that the entire world is going to "let them have their way" anytime they want it or they are going to kick and scream till they give in. Well, I really hope they find that Utopia out there, cause I want to move there too. Life isn't what they think it is and each of them need to get their asses off Facebook and take a look around and see it for what it really is.
They think that their parents are rough on them. Trying to "cage" them in and prevent them from "having fun." Well, news to you guys, life IS a box of Chocolates. You just never know what the gooey center really is until you get it between your teeth.
I can guarantee, you will not like the entire box. You WILL spit one or two, more like five or six out on the concrete, gagging and spitting cause it had a nasty taste and it WILL stick with you for years. That's life. It's brutal out there. There is peace and quiet, but you have to make it for YOURSELF. Others will not GIVE it to you. You have to EARN it and once you have it, you have to CHERISH it or someone like YOU are going to come along and try and tear it down.
OH, one last rant for today......There is an old saying that goes like this. "Your children will be three times WORSE than you were as a child." Well, GOD protect us because that means we are in for a whole mess of troubles with the next generation.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Small upset in the house though, Ashley is going to move back to Arkansas with her dad. It's her choice. She feels that it would better for her there than here. It's hard on Trish, but I know she will pull through and survive and so will Ashley. I will miss her.
Katie seems to be settling in nicely. She seems like a good kid. I know its hard on here right now with everything going on, but all of the issues going on have been here long before she even started packing to move.
Have to wait on stuff from Katie's mom to complete her enrollment into Noble High School. The items that are needed are already on the way. At least the process has been started. Went and picked up some basic supplies while I went and got the new Clash of the Titans. We probably wont be able to watch it till tomorrow because Hell's Kitchen and the new one is on tonight and Trish has to be at work by 6am.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
I left it all up to Trish, cause when I was growing up, it was clothes for the entire year. Get practical items that you can wear all year long. Don't worry about "fashion" or what the latest trends are. Get stuff that fits and covers yourself and you don't have to worry about being sent to the principals office for wearing.
Things of course has changed since I was in school. I know that may sound like I'm an ol'fogie, but its the way I was raised and it will take awhile for me to get out of that. I caught myself biting my tongue many times today and just let it all go.
Like I said, if it wasn't for Trish, the girls would have had 5 dress shirts and 5 pair of jeans for the entire school year. I might have thrown in a couple of T's for cooler days, but that's just me. God, I really do love the family life next year, they get the comments, but Trish still has to take them shopping LOL.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
The young girl pulled another pair of pants from the pile of laundry. Between the hot black iron and the fireplace, it was stifling in the small kitchen. The only relief she could hope for was a small breeze coming from the window overlooking the distant waves. Her arm started moving methodically once again and, just as she started to fantasize about a forbidden swim, the iron stopped at a bump in the pocket...
The word count for the short story could not exceed 950 words.
I am amazed that I actually got the story done in roughly 6 hours. I usually am rushing to get everything submitted and am unable to proofread and really think about it prior to submitting it. You can read the actual story on the page titled "Awakening."
I am actually happy with the way the story went this season and will sleep on it and reread it in the morning before submitting it.
I am going to go on and put the story here on my blog. Last time I waited until it was judged and the winners announced, but I doubt that anyone who is part of the contest, or anyone else that's entered the contest actually reads my blog.
Friday, July 23, 2010
My life has gotten a little more complicated. My ex-wife contacted my cousin and one thing led to another and now my fiancee is talking with my ex. That is OK with me. There's nothing to be ashamed of or to hide from my past, but I am afraid of the emotions about my son.
After numerous court battles, the federal bombing, my dad passing away, my mother having her first stroke, and me working at 911 I took the advice of my lawyer and signed my rights over. It was either that or end up in the hospital myself.
It was one of the hardest and most painful decisions I made in my entire life. I did it for him and his sanity. I knew that all the "drama" and "accusations" that were flying around were affecting him. He even told me things that broke my heart just knowing that he was being put through.
Some people probably think I took the easy way out, but what I went through before and afterwards was not easy. It literally almost killed me.
Now, by soon to be step daughter is talking to my son, my soon to be wife is talking to my ex wife. I have no problems with any of it. I just don't want to have the rug pulled out from under me again. Now that he's 18 of course there's really nothing that my ex can do or say, but I just don't know where he stands.
I will not force a relationship. It's all in his court. I'm here whenever he is ready...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
It's going to take a lot of adjustments and scraping and saving, but we will do it. Had a talk with the girls to let them know that they will not be able to nickle and dime us to death and they agreed, so it looks like we are in for a move.
Going to have lunch with Trish and her dad. Catfish!!! Then going to take a break from writing and redo my computer. All my old work files are conflicting with personal ones and devices. As much crap as I had on here for work I really needed to do this months ago.
The only draw back is all my music. I need to get a large external hard drive and move it all to that prior to wiping everything out. Thank God for BestBuy points!!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Just changed the exhaust fan in the bathroom. Hopefully it will stop the leak we had in there. I think the valve was faulty on the old one.
Fixing to head into town and get me a local library card and then hit the storage building and get a couple of books that I'm going to need if I'm going to do freelance work. Need to brush up on article writing as well as my short stories.
Monday, July 19, 2010
I have re-organized my desk, got it started, to get some quality writing done. Even hooked up my good keyboard to my laptop. Since I no longer have a job that requires me to take my computer with me to work every day, I can keep it set up nice and neat here at home.
It will be a chore to wake them up this morning and get moving. A six hour car ride is ahead of us and I know nobody is looking forward to that. At least it will be to HOME not a midway point or anything.
Think I will write for an hour and then do the dirty deed and start waking them up.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Fixing to head to Boise City to pick up Katie in just a bit, then back here to Guymon for another night in NOTHING.
Oh, at least the hot tub is working and the MINI pool is cold.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
This year's is still good, but in order to get in on some of the contests you have to know about them at least six months in advance. Lots of the closing dates are in first couple of months in the new year.
This afternoon we will be heading out of town for the weekend to pick up Katie. We have been looking forward to the "get away" part for awhile. We even got a hotel room for at least Saturday night. Katie suppose to be in sometime Sunday. It's still up in the air if we are going to stay Sunday and come back on Monday or just head back when Katie gets in. Trish is finding out from work today if she truly is off Monday or what.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
As they say, when one door shuts, another one opens. I am sure that is true, but it is hard sometimes to stay positive, especially when people that you love are worried about you and everything going on.
I look at it this way. I will find a job. I do not have any doubts about that. Hopefully, something close to home. In the meantime, I will be able to draw some unemployment benefits and get caught up on some writing.
I am going to take my severance pay and of course put bill money away, but I'm also going to get some writing supplies (the 2011 writers market is already out and some ink cartridges for the printer.)
I plan on doing a lot of writing while looking for work and of course afterwards. I know I won't find a job that pays what I was making right off the bat. I will have to start at the bottom of the totem pole, but that's OK. I will enter a lot of contests and submit stores for some extra cash and such, not to mention getting my novel finished and off to my agent.
Yes, I am now calling her my agent even thought I have not signed with her yet. I have to stay positive and high in my spirits and visions.
So, for those who read this, do not worry. I am fine. It was nothing personal at work, it was a good business decision on their point.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Going to be heading to Amarillo, TX this weekend to pick up Katie. She will be staying with us for awhile and finishing school here in Noble. Actually looking forward to it. Will be fun.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
Now that I'm 42, it's time to concentrate on my writing. I know I have said that in the past, but I actually feel that I mean it this time.
I know that is where my future is at and I don't want to have to struggle all my life with a "day" job. In order to meet this goal, I will need to write a LOT more than I have been. This also includes sending my work to contests and magazines. That's the scary part. One of these day's someone will actually publish my stuff and that is scary.
I mean, yea, they liked that one, but what about my other stuff. What if I am unable to compose anything else. There are so many "what ifs" that in itself is scary. That's what being a writer is all about. You take the "what if" and make a story out of it.
So, from here on out, it's write, write, write. No excuse. I know that I need to write and I am going to do it. One of the things that I will be writing is my blog. I have made a note to remind myself to blog every day, even if it's "Oh nothing to report" and move on.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
The weekend was great. I had a slight asthma attack from all the sulfur and smoke from the fireworks. Now I know why we stopped setting them off when I was a kid. Next year, I will take precautions to make sure I don't sit where the smoke will get to me.
Had a blast with the family. There was lots of good food and company. It was great. Can't wait till next year. May have to make it a longer weekend.
After we got home, of course I had to go to Tulsa for Settlement. Sometime over the weekend or while in Tulsa, I got something in my ear that set off one of my dizzy spells. Spent all day yesterday in bed sleeping it off. Gotta love those pills.
Which brings us to today. Now I get to play catch up here at work and when I get home enjoy my birthday. I might actually find an hour or so to write while waiting for Trish to get off work.
Friday, July 2, 2010
This is for the teens out there. You are NOT alone. It is happening to EVERYONE. We ourselves went through it when we were your age.
I mean, today, I thought I was helping Ashley by finishing cleaning the kitchen. I didn't want Trish to come on to it half done and start arguing with her. I wanted a nice peaceful weekend, but instead it started a fight between them both.
Ashley is upset that I helped because Trish asked why I did it. It's a strange world we live in, Oh and did I forget...it's that time of month for both of them.
Happy 4th people. You teenagers need to start thinking about your future because if you think it's rough now...you have some serious adjustments that will be made after schools out.
Gotta love em, but you don't have to like them ALL the time. Just remember that we all learn by our mistakes and us parents (adults) have done the things we are telling you NO about. We learned the hard way and want to protect you, not hinder your "Growth" or "Individuality."
We will be there, even though you think we won't be. Oh and it's because of things we did that there are now parental controls on EVERYTHING!!! Just remember that.
So far on my first day off, I have gathered things up for the long weekend since we are going out of town. Grabbed a few reference books I may need as well as some of my work I can re-read and go through as well.
Went on and purchased the movie: "Percy Jackson - Lightning Thief." I heard the books were good and was wanting to see it when it came out at the theater, but never had time to go. I figured since there were going to be kids there this weekend, it would also serve to keep them busy for a couple of hours.
I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and gets lots of food. I'm trying to ignore the fact that it is soon my birthday.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
I am hoping to get some writing done this weekend, even though we are going to Trish's Mom's this weekend. I feel like I'm gaining momentum and don't want to pause too long and slow it down.
I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and stays safe. Enjoy!!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I have to apologize for that. I get a one track mind when it comes to writing. Hell, I get that on anything I do, well for the most part that is.
I will try and keep updating as I'm going with my book. I may even start posting information about my characters. A couple of them are upset with me since I wrote them out of the beginning chapter. I keep reassuring them that they haven't been fired. They are still in the book, they just enter a few chapters later than they did and they still play good parts.
Yes, I argue with my characters.
Monday, June 28, 2010
With the July 4th holiday approaching, settlement needs to be done by 5pm central. FUN FUN. I can do it, just going to be a crazy day.
I'm basically going to be waiting on Tulsa to complete their work for last week. I'm not sure why they wait until Monday's to enter everything from the previous week.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Been messing around on Facebook games to kill the time at work and while taking breaks on writing. It's terrible that they can become so addictive, then they freeze up on you or won't load telling you that your flash player is out of date when you know it's perfectly fine.
Just too many people logging in at the same time I guess.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
If it's Tuesday...
It seems to flow this way. We shall see. Hope everyone has a wonderful day.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Reading through the muck and mire...
Don't get me wrong, the story line is solid. It's just it feels lacking in a way. Mainly the opening. I think I'm giving way too much attention to this particular scene and it's because it should actually be later on in the storyline.
I am thinking I need a little more back story upfront. Who the main characters are. Then with each chapter slip in a little more of the plot and sub-plots.
Friday, June 18, 2010
The weekend is finally here...
I am really glad the weekend is upon us. Josh and Ashley will be gone, so it will just be me and Trish. I am looking forward to some alone time with her and some quality writing time as well. There is so much to do and such little time to get it done.
It's also Father's Day weekend. Since dad has passed away I really don't have to worry about that part, but of course have Trish's dad and step-dad now so she is trying to find out what they need.
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Redesign...
We have finally gotten all of the major stuff accomplished for the house. Now just have to worry about every day stuff and my writing.
It's really strange and a lot of people don't understand it, but when you sit down to write, instead of actually writing, your mind goes through all the things that need to be done and won't let you write.
Hopefully, I can ease my mind some and get with it.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Time to organize...
Ashley is with her dad and Trish's Mom will be with us a couple of days. Overall a quiet weekend ahead.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
It's a shame that this happens. You want to grasp an idea and work with it, but as you are reaching for it, it fades and vanishes as another thought takes its place. I use to have such a good memory and thinking cap for things, but with age, eh...what was I thinking?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
New short story...
Enjoy.
Peaceful mornings...
Feel much better this morning. Driving that much in this heat can get to ya pretty quick. I hope everyone has a great hump day! I am planning on it.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Heading to Tulsa
I will be working on my book while driving of course. Gotta love hand held recorders.
Monday, June 7, 2010
Trying to blog all day long...
Speaking of the weekend. Had a great time. Did some writing of course. Trish don't think I'm writing enough, but I really am. Got up at 4am Sunday morning and wrote for 2 hours, then woke everyone up at 6:30 and headed to the zoo.
Had a great time. Might even enter the zoo's picture contest. Speaking of contests. Haven't heard anything back on mine yet.
Friday, June 4, 2010
It's Friday...
I have plans on writing most of the weekend. I may stop and take the family to the zoo on Sunday, which will be the cooler day of the weekend. We shall see. I really need to write, but the distraction could work in my favor too.
Hope everyone has a great weekend. I may not have time to blog over mine, so here's to you!
ALSO...I am hoping to hear from the 24 hour writing contest this weekend. I hope I at least got another honorable mention.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Just another rainy day...
Got to get the rewrite to Chapter 1 complete tonight. I want it "tight," otherwise I will keep thinking about it and not get anything else done.
There is so much information you have to convey to a reader in the 1st chapter. The hook, line, and sinker. You have to give them a reason to turn the page and keep reading. Of course, you also have to be careful not to give them a sensory overload in chapter 1 as well.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Muse on vacation...
I actually fell asleep over the weekend writing. I was resting my head and the next thing I knew was Trish waking me up. I was curled up in a ball on the floor.
Hopefully, I will be able to concentrate tonight on writing.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Monday....I mean Tuesday Morning...
I didn't get much writing done, didn't think I would. Got a little ravishing done, not a whole lot. We both were tired.
Dani's graduation was great. She looked like she was having a ball at the party, but she also looked as tired as we felt. I think the heat zapped us more than we thought that day. It has taken us the rest of the weekend to recover.
I'm off to Tulsa today. At least it's a short week. Already looking forward to this coming weekend. This one I will be writing.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Ready for the weekend...
Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
American Idol Final...
I downloaded all the GLEE music yesterday. Love that show, and it's good to write to.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
In my opinion...
I know how he feels. When I went and spoke with Cherry at the writers conference, I wanted to throw up, both before, during, and afterwards. By the look on his face, he probably had a bucket waiting off stage.
I think the only way Lee is going to pull it off and be the winner is if all the teenage/young girls gather enough votes. That's the only way he will make it.
And what's up with Simon Cowel? They announced it last night that he was leaving the show. I hadn't heard anything at all this season. I read online that he is having a rivalry with Simon Fuller the producer. I don't know if it will be the same show without him. I know the judges really don't do anything but bring us the final 20 people or so for the live shows and critique the performers each week, but I really do think their comments actually sway some voters on how they will vote.
Yes, I will watch next year if it's on. I wonder who they will pick to replace him. I'm still not sure about Ellen. Her comments just mirror either Randy's or Kara's. She really don't seem to have much of a voice of her own. Perhaps with Simon gone, she will become a better judge. I think part of it is because she wasn't with them on the road helping choose the contestants.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
First Summer Holiday...
Had to push up my schedule at work to get settlement completed for the upcoming holiday. Since we will not be working that day, even next week is going to be fast.
While going to Tulsa yesterday, yes it was Monday, I actually think I got my story all completed. I found the hook I have been searching for that can tie everything together and move it on towards a new level. It will even open more doors to sequels. Very excited about that and hope, no I will, set some time aside this weekend to do some major writing.
American Idol is on tonight. It's going to be very difficult to predict who will be the winner. Both Lee and Crystal are very good. Lee has progressed throughout the season and has become competition for Crystal, who I'm sure everyone will agree that they predicted she would win from the start of the season.
I wish them both good luck tonight on the live show. We will be watching. (BTW don't matter who actually wins, they both will be big stars and yes I will buy both their stuff.)
Friday, May 21, 2010
Changing Insurance Agents...
Well, I like the "Company," but will be finding a new agent and getting my deductibles all fixed up. It has taken me this long to calm down and type without anger in my words. I don't think I succeeded.
Business ...
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Sad Day at work...
Hail storm last night...
On American Idol, I guessed it, Lee and Crystal are the final two. Its going to be tough on both since they are very good. At the beginning of the season, I said Crystal was going to win it, but now I couldn't verify that or not. She has a good fan base, but Lee has built his up as well. Now that its just the two of them, the votes are going to be very very close.
I will post some pictures of the hail on facebook if anyone wants to see.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Working out plots...
It's amazing how much you can work through a story hook and plot while your driving in the car, at least when your alone in the car that is. Kinda rude to be in your own little world when you have your wife there.
I'm looking forward to the weekend already so I can get the car's knocked out and do some quality writing. I don't feel like the stuff I write during the week is worth keeping, even though others say it is. I know I'm my own worse critic.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Can't believe the weekend is over!
I am hoping to get some decent writing time in this week. Next weekend we are going to Trish's parents house in Wellston where I will become a mechanic. Going to get our car's tuned up and such.
After that, more than likely will be doing some writing. I do have the opening hook worked out. Everything else will fall into place now. Even worked out a few of the sub plots and sequel points.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Crawfish Boil..
This year I decided I was going to try one of the craw fish. I like shrimp, but never tried actual craw fish. I ripped off the tail and all the guts came oozing out into my hand. They are yellowish if you didn't know. Then of course trying to get the little piece of meat out of the shell enclosing it was a pain in the ass.
Needless to say, after about 5 minutes I had success. I was the proud owner of a hunk of tail meat the size of a cashew nut. I popped it in my mouth and couldn't taste it over the guts that were still swishing around in my head. I had to spit it out and go wash my hands and gargle with some beer to get the thought and taste out of my mouth.
But hey!! My brother in law and niece can continue to suck on the heads and devour those little things all they want. Now I know why they are also called "MUD BUGS."
Enjoy breakfast!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Quiet mornings...
I love getting up a little earlier than everyone else and get some writing done. The house is quiet, the coffee is brewing, and my mind is fresh. Staying up late all I can think about is the long day I have had and how much I would love to just lay down to take a quick nap. I did that very thing last night around 9:30 P.M. and woke up this morning at 6. But, at least my headache has eased a bit. I really wish this rain would go away.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Gotta really get to writing...
I think about it all day, sometimes make notes, yet when I get home my mind is just a fog and I sit down and do nothing. I am going to have to get this done so I can get everything off to that agent.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Gadgets..
There are times I want more room to type and Twitter just dosn't give you but 2 or 3 lines. Even Facebook limits you, but at least you can rant or rave about something in their spaces.
Anyway, I can't wait till I get off work so I can go home and work on my novel. Been thinking about it all day and am very excited about it. Got some key elements worked out.
Rain, rain, go away...
Maybe next year. But on a good note, will be able to get some much needed writing done this weekend.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Thinking...
Yet, I did do some thinking about my writing and worked out some major points in my novel. I think I now have a good grasp of where it's going and the characters in it.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Another Monday..
I have to admit that I can still write gloomy stuff, but I find myself wanting to add "other" stuff into my writing. I know it will only improve my writing, so I have not even second guessed some of the stuff I'm adding, but it is a shock to read it later on and see how "happy" it is.
Some of you may go ICK, but I can't deny the truth. I am happy.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Happy Mother's Day...
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Day of being lazy...
Shouldn't be that long. Really wanted to get some writing in today as well. I'm all exicted about trying to get actual pictures of people who resemble the characters in my head.
Friday, May 7, 2010
TGIF
I want to get some snapshots of people for the characters in my stories. I figure that would be the best place to go and take pictures of people and not be asked a million questions since they will think I'm taking them of the animals.
I know legally, I can only use them for research and that's all I plan on doing. I see people and think, Now that is what "So and So" would look like. It's going to be fun to see if I can find people for all my characters.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Spirit of Giving...
This year, Trish will be going with us. I hope we have a decent number of kids. Last year we got rained out, but I still went camping that weekend anyway. It's just better with other people to enjoy it with you.
Everyone should take time out of their busy schedules and spend a little time helping others out. Even if it's assisitng someone at the grocery store. You'd be surpised how much joy you can give someone just by standing in line and listening to them talk about their life.
Think about it and pray that in your time of need, someone will stop and give you a helping hand. It dosen't have to be financial, even a smile will brighten someones day.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Ramblings...
I do have plans to do some more outlineing for my story. I have a very very rough draft complete, but its progressing more and more everytime I read through it. I have a strange feeling that the end product is going to be far removed from the orignial rough draft.
Index cards are a lifesaver here. I am putting down chapters on them. Then after I have the chapters worked out, on what I want to occur then I use more cards to make sure I have all the elemenets there.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Exhaustion
Monday, May 3, 2010
Monday Mornings...
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Completely re-vamp this site..
Anyway, after attending this conference, I have found out the importance of blogging, facebook, tweeting, and all the other networking sites. I will also be working on building a website which I will also be putting some of my artwork on.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Almost time...
Looking forward to it, even broke out the egronomic keyboard and dusted it off.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Time to sit down and write...
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
April is a crazy month this year...
Well, after making all the plan's, I got summoned for Jury Duty and was selected for a murder trial that lasted a full week (at the beginning of this month.) Needless to say, I now am very very behind in Script Frenzy, so I'm going to pass on it this year.
I have a writing contest coming up at the end of this month as well as a confernce that I also have to get some of my work together for. Like I said, a very crazy month.
BTW: Family life is good. Even talking about marriage.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
NaNoWriMo - Complete
I did complete my word count, with 58k + words.
Everyone who "Won" has until July 1st to get rewrites done and feel good about their novel and can send it in for a free proof copy. If we feel comfortable with it at that point, they will start selling it on Amazon.
Yes, I'm working hard to get it "together" enough for someone to actually read it and tell me what they thing before I send it in. I'm all over the spectrum with it right now.
On the 3rd rewrite.
Will try and keep this place updated on my progress.